March 3rd, 2006

Time: 09:36 pm

so in case anyone didn't know i am getting married in august it will be about 3 hours from detroit at spring hill. im making my wedding dress in one of my classes and its going really well. Megan Harris, amanda furman, shelly crawford and my mom are in my wedding. I moved to ferndale in november and i love it! I have a cat named rifle whose meow sounds like "Raoul" he is pretty much my best friend. i mean for a cat. I really like some other people too. i think im done talking about myself.

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May 26th, 2005

Time: 06:15 pm

im at camp. my new cell phone number is 3137205777. my email is bmalliett@campus.ccscad.edu. oh yea, my house burned down last monday, we lost everything including my cat, and everything i've ever made. have a nice day.

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January 26th, 2005

Time: 04:38 pm Current Mood: accomplished

i just got hired at the ccs bookstore. hurray! i have a new phone number 313.316.0346. don't save it if you aren't going to call me, don' even kid yourself. i am very angry at art education and very happy with andrew. i feel like there is something else important to say, but most likley there isn't so anyways

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November 22nd, 2004

Subject: ah HA! Time: 05:18 am

im a terrible updater. i have a really hard time discerning about what anyone else really cares to know. so ill be quick about it. im going home to ludington untill next monday. im excited, i miss my little brothers and endless amouts of sweets. 22 days untill andrew gets here then we take off to disney world. it will be so great being warm in florida and being taught how to swim by the most incredible guy ever. if you dont know me well you don't know about my little pledge to myself i made this summer. im not kissing another boy untill i get married. so. ya its been fine so far, but it sure makes it a lot easier to not kiss your boyfriend when he is gone for 4 months, so hopefully we can keep it up after he gets home. alrite well wish me luck, im off to make porcelin

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September 13th, 2004

Time: 06:11 pm

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April 28th, 2004

Current Music: PasCal bronzed beached boys of summer Subject: why. pt. 2 Time: 01:07 am

sometimes it seems that our/his way is more like the animals, with no regard to morals, education, or emotion. with us/him it all boils down to what makes sense, not whose feet get stepped on along the way unless they are our own. like a sloppy, father-daughter dance for girl scouts. I stand lightly on my tippy-toes on his feet, tracing his steps believing his way is the best way and that through experience he knows best, and that he always wants what's best for me. In the end we have never been in it for each other and now we are tracing back our steps to see what's left to salvage for ourselves-like animals.

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April 27th, 2004

Time: 05:20 pm

why.

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April 23rd, 2004

Subject: FISHY Time: 09:37 am Current Mood: lethargic

fishing is the best part of living in Ludington. (don't worry, I let them go:)I can't wait to go home and spend the first 3 weeks of my summer being lazy then going off to be a craft girl at spring hill. YAE! i'm a craft girl!

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April 22nd, 2004

Time: 07:58 pm Current Mood: optimistic

hey. look at this icon. its brians mama cats 2nd runt! hes cute! hes a stud. i still dont know how to post pictures so this will just have to do. anyone want a kitty? i have pictures of all of them. they need homes or bri's dad is gonna "drop them off" like he has every other of mamas litters:'( not everyone likes kitties as much as me.

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April 18th, 2004

Subject: weeee Time: 04:29 pm

went to belle isle today, it was spectacular. it's so nice outside! i love it. I can't wait for reviews to be over so i can get on with my summer. everyone...go outside.

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April 15th, 2004

Subject: everyone is doing it Time: 12:09 am

Im all about peer pressure so here goes. •I would like everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, and it doesn't necessarily have to apply to me. As if it wasn't implied, I will also answer any of the questions you put forth, it doesn't matter how personal, as I do not give a fuck. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything (but there is no dick pointing at your face ready to fire, so in turn, you don't have to do this). Oh yea. have a spendid evening as well.

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Subject: holy cow. this is nuts Time: 12:04 am

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll Username The quality that most appeals to you: Strength In a survival situation, you: Act crazy as a diversion Your hidden talent is: Seeing the best in others Your gift is: Irresistible attractiveness In groups, you: Act as host/ess Your best quality is: Your compassion Your weakness is: Your lack of focus Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

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April 12th, 2004

Subject: THANK YOU FRIENDS Time: 09:52 pm

Easter was so great. I got to hang out with my brothers, my mom and my dad. I miss them so much i'm already mopey and lonely without them. Ya, the man was there we hung out but something weird happened. We laid down and we didn't have sex. I didn't want to, so I just, didn't. it was good. I know our relationship is fucked up in most people's eyes. It's fucked up in my eyes most of the time. but this weekend, it just worked. everything felt fine. I don't miss him now, and when i'm with him it's not really anything special, but it's alright. It's...good. Sorry about my mood changes over this thing everyone but I just want everyone to know how much you all mean to me. especially deanna, mallory, cassie, and ronnie. You guys sure are good friends. I would have been a mess still if it wasn't for you guys talking to me about this shit. and tony d. dave, audrey, and heather-thanks a lot for NOT making me talk about it. I like forgetting about shit when I'm a mess. I may have still been mopey but you guys do it best. I love you so so so so so so so so much. I can't believe I have already made such good and true friends here. You all mean so much to me. Thanks again.

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April 6th, 2004

Time: 05:24 pm

im filming my worm movie tonight. hopefully it rains and everything goes swell. I have 60 worms in my refrigerator slimin' about. Im kinda excited Its about time i get to make a good film so far my story lines sucked but the visuals on this will make up for all of it! this is nuts. if anyone reads this and wants to be in my movie call me up or relpy to this. I need a main character(girl) and a guy thats not really a big part. neither has to talk. oh ya the girl has to pick up worms and the guy has to smoke a cigarette. that is all. please help otherwise I have to be in my own movie. anyways. my cell is 313-610-8396

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April 4th, 2004

Subject: grar Time: 10:31 am

Brian's phone is off-dead. I hate that. He always calls me at night-time to make sure I got home ok and so we are both nice and secure knowing we aren't sleeping with other people. last night i didn't know. i hate this game he is playing with me. i'v never done anything to hurt him like he repeatedly torments me. he knows all my soft spots by now and he uses them to his advantage. I want to hate him, i want to want to never talk to him again, i want to want to never see him again. But i do. i miss him and i want him to call me and tell me everything is ok. I want him to tell me he still loves me and can't live without me. I want to be enough for him even 4 hours away. i don't know what i ever did wrong, he tells me i am too good. thats bull shit. isnt that what boys always tell girls when they are in love with someone else? wait I don't want to know the answer to that. i don't know this is bull shit. bull shit. bull shit. bull shit.

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March 31st, 2004

Subject: worms Time: 01:39 am Current Mood: content

i spent an hour today picking up drowning worms from the sidewalks after dark. if everyone picked up one drowning worm the world would be a better place. help out. worms love you. they are my favorite sign of spring, don't let them drown. i don't know where they are going but they sure are determined little buggers!

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March 23rd, 2004

Current Music: death cab for cutie Subject: grar Time: 04:22 am Current Mood: quixotic

today kind of sukd. a cyst on my right ovary so im taking lots of pain medications left over from my surgery and car accident like darvocets i hid from drewish and im about to bust into some flexirols. YUM. but i am done with my materials and processes class. oh ya. my best friend from ludington just got a live journal her lj name is paradiseofsin. SHES HOT. hee hee. she super fucking cool. but you can only talk to her if you talk her out of moving to dublin or california cuz i need her around. N e ways. i gotta go my shun shine is cummin down. im out like a fat kid playing dodge ball. (luv ya cass(

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March 16th, 2004

Subject: i want you Time: 11:39 pm

...about those housing forms we got today, who is living with who and whos living in the acb next year?

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Current Music: built to spill-temporaily blind Subject: friday what? Time: 11:37 pm Current Mood: anxious

whos up for dawn of the dead friday?

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Subject: hola Time: 10:23 pm

so back in tune with the beautiful city if d-twa. I got my aura read today here is the overview: Future-orange=intellectual yellow & active red = a creative future with activity and wakefulness. an opportunity to enjoy sensual pleasures. (Center) Experience- Red= force of will, passion. urge to achieve results, to be successful. it is to hungrily desire all those things which offer intensity of living and fullness of experience. Desire, excitability, domination, and passion are the most important qualities to me. Expression-red= I work hard at whatever i do. intensity of experience and fullness of living. conquest, energy-expanding, the world sees me as alive, outgoing, sexual, and powerful. I was impressed. im energetic, creative, and intellectual! "YUS" I win. oh ya there was a pretty sweet sexual and sensual in there...hm hmhmhmh. anyways.

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